Not mine

 You are not mine so I shouldn't feel this way

I miss you so much

I miss your smile

I miss your laugh

I miss your voice

I miss everything about you

I do get jealous if you flirt

Do not ask my why

I have no clue

I miss the way you make me feel

I miss the way you make my heart skip a beat, sometimes two beats

I have a huge fear you will let me to

Telling me you don't need or want me

I won't let you go, I will always be in your life

I am here to show you that

The most important thing to me is your happiness, even when it is not me

I miss you

How I long to be the one that make you laugh so hard

How I long to be the one to make you smile constantly

How I long to be the one that makes your fears go away

I wish you know so will never run

No matter what plagues you, I am here

I wish you felt the same

But I know I would have a better chance catching a falling star

I could not imagine a better human in my life

You are strength I have never seen

You have such a huge amazing heart 

You care no matter what

I miss you

Your soul shines so deep and bright

It's almost magical

Almost spiritual